it has been weeks after baby returned from his Beijing journey with his grandma. he was sound on the day he returned, which let me relieved. last night the kindergarten teacher, a woman in family name Liu, visited our home and urged he to return to the kindergarten. baby admitted to return to kindergarten several days ago. these days he average hanged outside twice. last dusk, ema accompanied him in South Garden and i also went to see him. there is already an ugly old woman with her 6 years old grandson. th
its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregular sound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and merciness. but today he still so naughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying, including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with the internet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, r
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
the sun burning this northeastern part of China for days. but it didn't last. last night ema open the window in the mid night for heat in bedroom. but this morning the sun disappeared and after one or two hours in the morning it started to drizzle and turned heavier near noon. i dozed all the morning, for last night ema and baby haunted supermarket and returned lately. when i finished our dinner its already 11 pm. just after morning work time ema buzzed and let me stay in office now that it raining. i staye
the coffin carried barely by youth to the village square to re-bund, where the village hall stands.
its the most prominant holiday in China. i love vacation so much. baby recently hating refered kindlegarten where he loathed to join, and he enjoyed so much at home with his parents. i slept a lot in the vacation, late sleeps, doze after bored by surfing, and lots of noon break. baby was brought by his mother hanged outside for several times, including his grandma’s home, supermarkets, and gardens. i still don’t know where i can find my ture love, and when i reviewed my love for my beloveds, i was so mo
these days more or less overdose of internet exposure let me fatigue. i dozed in the morning and in the afternoon. owning a site can't be more exciting for me now and then, but i still had to find more contents to feed it. my homepage consists of a static page, a dynamic content extracted from my personal blog, and 2 widgets from google code base. its far from satisfying. my life stream scattered over the web and hosted over all there, however, i had problem merging them into my all one cyber...
11/5/2010 yesterday is an important memory for me, in my hometown journey 2nd, for i earnestly talk to and with God, my passed dad. the day just after some chilly raining days, i read most of the day near my dad's old house's front door, which rightly monitored by the evil dark house's owner, the second husband of my early passed aunt, a diligent woman who left me life time memory, a said once bare poor in the village before the new republic China. the demon's window just peeking our front door, just under a slope. the demon polluted me all the day with his tomb chill, so when i felt reading enough, i haunted the village's hall with my camera. but the front square of the village don't gather any interesting young men as usual, so i picked to travel the newly developing wing of the village, where most of the offspring of the dark house owner shifted their houses to, as well as other minor or confluent family trees in the village where almost all residents in family name Zhu. its a fruitful tour, in which my blended memory and anxiousness called forth. the back hill is the main well being source of the villagers, but all that led by my passed dad when he left his factory for injury on his toes in a blast in rocks and returned to the village. he continued his work with steer tools to make use of stones on our back hill for bridges or other building usage, by unearthed them, sorted them, trimmed&polish them for ready brick or block or other frameworks. his works not only support my education which is the best among my sisters and brothers, but forges my best cherished memory and hope and belief and lifestyle on being a man. that occurred amid the transition China opening to the world from deadly locked communism doctrine. the young villagers gradually all follow my dad's lead and improved their lives a lot in these decades by producing tombstone from the hill. but the village, or town, badly need a new business pattern in coming eras. in the tour, i not only led by wor
lingered in office while impatient for action of hometown journey. the company, QRRS, tried to block my plan to equip baby son a new dell notebook for his games while his dad absent from him, by defying withdrawing in advance atop the rich&meaningful travel while i penniless now, likely retreated from the promise i gained in my first contact with a high rank of the company. dog system of China surveillance tried to ruin my joy of the journey, but they doomed to fail. hopefully i will launch in the last day of April, as scheduled&granted by God. God, let me leaving with my acer notebook, and baby equipped with his new toy, a dell Studio 思跃™ 14 (Studio14D-158), a best gift from baby's American pre-engaged. hope baby staying a happy life with all relaxation and business after the department while i enjoy sunburn in my hometown, central China. God, grant the glory and elation we deserve in this brave leaping operation. chat continued with baby's mom, emakingir, via qq, a Chinese mainstream im yesterday. 6:00 PM me: here warren but the gmail tell ur system's video chat unavailable. 6:01 PM so likely ur video system ill working. ema: 还是一样 6:03 PM me: 是啊,可能是你本机系统的视频有问题。dell到手后我去你那里配置机器和游戏,直到解决为止。 ema: 再说吧 me: dell收到款后才进入流程,估计最长得一周。 ema: 没事了 me: 我可能提前去你那里收拾机器。 6:04 PM ema: 你有钱汇款么 me: dell收货地址也是写的你家。 6:06 PM 我向公司要7000,要是有机会的话我就要8-9000.实在只有7000的话,管你和我弟弟各借1000.笔记本不到7100,我妈最近药费500,其它侯用。 ema: 给你么6:07 PM 钱还没到手你先花出去了 me: 应该没问题。 ema: 要是不给我看你拿什么副 6:08 PM me: 我找神的意志办。从不彷徨。 ema: 我可没有能力资源你 6:09 PM 那让神给你吧
the thunder storm descended twice in 2 days. its appearance very shocking and terrifying. endless thunder, echoing great sound, and heavily rains. i love the rain very much. it all began after my baby bird left my sight and join her family who got her again after the baby bird likely fell from its nest. neighbor wife told me and i caged her. after fed her 3 or 4 times, she still struggle to leave the cage so i release her and watched till her parents join her. God bless my bird, who so smart and cute. these
after long waits, the coffin roughly wrapped by specific rope carried by youth leaving the old house of the past.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
snow street snow scene: students for school. my niche in office. yesterday was my first time bring my favorite notebook, a Hasee notebook, to work in office. the morning i found the proxy... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]
street view of Qiqihar in sunset. 5th snow in Qiqihar in lunar 2009. snow scene outside of my office of QRRS. rush time near QRRS, Qiqihar. these days pragmatic thoughts haunted my... [[ This is a content summary only. Visit my website for full links, other content, and more! ]]